Monday, April 5, 2010
A Child as a Military or intelligence Target
A Child as a Military or intelligence Target
Black Budget Baby
Orchestrations on undesirables even children. Myself included.
Physiological, sexual, and psychological drugging.
One program resulted in my muscle skeletal and dental malformations.
Elementary school incident of forceful attempt at a sexual grab in the classroom was probably the result of what is now known as the gay bomb.
Along those same lines homosexuality producing drugs were more than probably used on me.
In another incident, I stayed home alone from school (6th grade, 75/76 school year) and did something that I never ever did normally, I walked around the house naked for some odd reason. I also had my first orgasm that day.
Related: Jeremy Michael Boorda, 96' [Dissected Issues, second, Segundo, suicidal depression, 6th grade, pedophilia, homicide, Navy]
Related: CIA Director George Herbert Walker Bush (75-77)
When targeted with high anxiety (process used through childhood and a large portion of adulthood to isolate me) severely crippling anxiety.
When targeted with depression used principally 1984-1987 with fluctuations. .
College anti-anxiety treatment was effective but an subtle element of sabotage seems to have been added. Somewhat beneficial but was not conducive to altering outlook and behavior.
The continuation without skipping a beat in suffering from Gainesville back to Miami after college demonstrates continuous domestic program action. Agoraphobic phases UF and perhaps elsewhere
First successful treatment with antidepressants was approximately in1988 in the district of Southern Florida.
Altered cigarettes attributed to the generally declining mood over the course of the day.
Altered medicine attributed to several years of no successful treatment, as well as exacerbations of the condition.
Vapor and gaseous depressants also would appear to have been an issue.
Anxiety and depression was thought to have been naturally occurring until approx. 2006
Term of self-medication from self-help programs refers to nonprofessionally prescribed treatments, as well as substance abuse, grocery or over the counter.
Abusive MALICIOUS psychochemical technique programs can indeed be an accident waiting to happen, a habit or routine behavior waiting to happen.
Orchestrated deterrence
Produce and goods distribution control with items specifically targeting me
By Years
1833
(1)
1836
(1)
1844
(11)
1848
(3)
1850
(2)
1862
(1)
1863
(1)
1866
(1)
1867
(1)
1898
(1)
1932
(2)
1935
(1)
1938
(3)
1939
(1)
1947
(2)
1950
(1)
1958
(1)
1960
(1)
1961
(1)
1962
(1)
1964
(6)
1965
(1)
1966
(2)
1967
(2)
1968
(1)
1969
(1)
1972
(1)
1973
(1)
1976
(1)
1977
(3)
1978
(2)
1979
(15)
1980
(2)
1981
(9)
1982
(3)
1984
(1)
1986
(1)
1989
(6)
1990
(17)
1991
(10)
1992
(4)
1993
(15)
1994
(4)
1997
(2)
1999
(3)
2001
(3)
2002
(4)
2003
(2)